Am I Ready for this?

Kemlu- previously known as Deplu- has started its opening recruitment for this year, and I am so excited knowing this news! it feels like, I am one step closer to my dream.. even though there is no guarantee that I'll be accepted, but dunno why I am just happy, and as I told you before.. capital EXCITED!! But, there is something bugging in my mind, am I ready for this competition? how good I am for this? do I deserve it?

First of all, I forgot almost everything that I've learn during my presence on campus, like theories, approaches, concepts, and stuff. Well, actually, I still have some time to refresh it, and I hope it won't be too late! amin!

Secondly, I don't even keep my self up to date with international issues nowadays! well, I know that there is a massacre in Syria,  Muslim Rohingya Persecution in Myanmar, Eurozone crisis, Bombing in Bulgaria, etc, but, that's it.. I don't know specific information about this *(I usually use "5 W + 1 H" question to measure how depth my knowledge about something, if I could answer 5 question, it means I have sufficient information and knowledge, and unfortunately I only can answer 2 out of 6 questions for each issue that I've said above)

and last but not least , My English and French language skill are not as good as it used to.. huhuhu.. I really hope that I have time to refresh my English and French, because as far as I know, that there will be an essay and interview test in english or french *(depends on our choice) 

Okay.. enough worrying about those things! time to get prepare! let's do our best! Ora et Labora! let's do our best and let God do the rest :)