December to June

Time flies so fast, the last time I posted here was December 2011, and it's already June 2012, and surely there are so many things happen in my life, I have been through my hardest time, my grandma has passed away at May 1st 2012, and a week after, I was accepted as local staff for Indonesian Embassy in Quito Ecuador, but since I was still in grief of being left by my very beloved grandma I decided not to take this chance, the precious one.. :'( So sorry, but it's going to be hard for me, facing my hardest time in other country, away from my family. I need their support,and fortunately they support me to date,and respect my decision not to go to Quito, while waiting for new recruitment at Kemlu.

Dear Dad, and Mom, and my brothers and sister, thank you for being here, and giving me such a great support, you know, I have promised to my self that I won't let you all down again because of me, I will show you all that I will make it! chasing my dream, and make you all proud of me..

Dear beloved late grandma, I know that you're in the most beautiful place near God's throne, now.It's time for me to prove my love to you, I will always pray for your happiness there, I know that you deserve the best. You are a very nice person, full of love and you've taken care of people during your lifetime,, I love you so much, and miss you.. 

Now, it's time for me to re-prepare everything, my English language, my French and Spanish language, I also need to keep update with current issues, either local or international, and also improve my computer skill, and last but not least, I have to pray harder to God :)