been growing in a broken family, sometimes can be so hard especially for me..I've lost my childhood and all the joyful think in it, I never feel happy when I was home, there is always something wrong if I was there, even until now, I never really can feel how "home sweet home" feels like. Sometimes, I wonder, what if my mom and my dad never divorced, and they still be a couple, may be my life will never be this hard. At least, I can get full love from both of them...
But, I never give a damn with all of this things..I mean, no use regretting something that has been passed, and it can't be turned back again..Now, the only thing I have to do is struggling!! I don't want to lose my future like I've lost my past, "my supposed to be delightful childhood"..I don't wanna be a loser anymore, a man who can't do anything to change his own life...
I have talent, I have opportunity to be success, I am not bad in class, and I know that God has given everybody a special talent so they have the same probability to be successful people...
So, this is my turn...showing that I can be better!! I'll do my best!!!!
But, I never give a damn with all of this things..I mean, no use regretting something that has been passed, and it can't be turned back again..Now, the only thing I have to do is struggling!! I don't want to lose my future like I've lost my past, "my supposed to be delightful childhood"..I don't wanna be a loser anymore, a man who can't do anything to change his own life...
I have talent, I have opportunity to be success, I am not bad in class, and I know that God has given everybody a special talent so they have the same probability to be successful people...
So, this is my turn...showing that I can be better!! I'll do my best!!!!
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